Using head and heart got hard,
easier to just discard.
Our two years of bliss was power,
but you destroyed that in an hour.

Don't think once, much less twice,
make both of us the sacrifice.
Don't consider you're depressed,
just cripple those who love you best.

So now I lay me down to sleep
In tears, not good enough to keep.
Then I cry myself awake,
not worth a chance you'd never take.

The point that turns within my back,
the senseless blade of your attack,
severed more than just our love,
the thing I'm now unworthy of.

Quit before perfecting why,
You're in love, that means goodbye.
Give no reason, leave a hole
But you can't fill it with control.

You taught me heaven, issued hell.
Nothing left inside my cell.
But you're more helpless than you were,
you are your own worst saboteur.